no! not me!
11 Apr 2010 Leave a Comment
in Message!
most of these poems are definitely how i feel- but all of em arent
sometimes i look at other people’s situations and write about how i would
i were to be put in their shoes
i love to write about different aspects
sometimes being this way
captures me to be so caring and compassionate because im truely
blessed to be where i am today
soo…hopefully ill inspired you (or whoever reads this) to be the same
find your creative nitch and fly away 
peace&love
Kari <3
Ugh.
09 Apr 2010 Leave a Comment
You disgust me
at how you try to look cool
but you dont
trust me
just cuz you trick out at school
i must have been one blind fool
to see you for what you really are
the loving person you pretended to be
im glad it didnt go far
cuz an epiphany i did see
i just want to curse out rage
because i cant understand why
every guy puts me in a mental cage
and wonders why i dont try
to pour out any emotion
i laugh at your innocent face
and crush you conniving hand
then off to the night without a trace
without leaving any notion
of ever comin back again
falling in love must be sin
because it hurts me over and over
real love just cant be true
its like finding a four leaf clover
i give up
so love shut up
and leave me alone
have fun without
im too grown
to be confused about the heart of another
id rather crush theirs so they can feel how i feel
pushing my love off a cliff
now tell me whats real?
Chasing Pavements
09 Apr 2010 Leave a Comment
in frightening.
Try to write a poem
having nothing to say
try to smile hard
when nothing is okay
i miss you like crazy
even for a week
but the hours alone
open minds cant speak
there are so many opportunities
but the job i want is you
separating my soul from the bondage we went thru
is that what i really wanna do?
mind goin up
heart crashes down
if technically was the talking word
i would be nowhere around
sick of being ride or die
with no more gas in the car
clyde never thought twice
and bonnie never went far
so now where do we stand “technically”?
so confused my mind ran from me
if you cant make up your mind about me and you
then i bow out of this race for time
to whisper
we are through…
Alone.
02 Apr 2010 Leave a Comment
in bad girl
I swear this is bittersweet
more like good poison
intoxication beat
fight, flight
out of here
so far gone
outta sight
greatness is a long way
but im on the path of doin right
but this takes alone time
alone is where i stand
so empty my shadows leave
no more right hand man
walkin spring forward
but feelin winter backwards
time struck
clock stands
collision truck
face in hands
when does it stop?
ill take your shine
rip it up
to all you so called dimes
your intimidated by pure silence
because i was on top all those times
that you thought you had
humble yet sweet
pure yet street
writin in my journal
rhyms in pen
mind on one beat
need to find an equal
someone who understands me
its hard to make a band
when your blind and music free
understand what im sayin
im sayin you could have had it all
but you let your mind control your heart
and alone i stand tall.
Back to the future :)
30 Mar 2010 Leave a Comment
this is so crazy!
we are back cool
not back together together
but back together
he loves me
its special
i love him also
were special
he said alot to me that made me think
think long and hard about us
and if things were to happen “hypothetically”
i just know we are meant to be
and he feels the same
soo… the other girls?
i really dont mind- and this is a first for me to say this
that im not worried or intimidated by any of them
but they are all intimidated my me
i could see why
but we all are just human
and im doin me also
but i kno that nobody in this world could take my eyes off of him
my first
and my bestfriend
two of my homegirls was like “yall even go to church together”
if we are sexually, mentally and physically compatible
and spiritually is there also
noone can stop us
i pray that things are good btwn us from now on
welcome to the future guys
we are the future….
Get Away..
26 Mar 2010 Leave a Comment
ugh im just not caring about anyone but myself right now-
tired of bein pushed over…
tired of being alone
tired of feeling sad
tired of writing about the same thing
problems
and even more problems
tired of looking like a groupie
BUT IDGAF about what they say about me
but then again i do
i would love to be famous and prove everyone wrong….
but its raining
and im down
and noone cares
maybe i should just be a hoe
a playa
someone that seems happy
hfa;ohjdfeoiahsf;onsadofhnosafhj
idk.
let me stop b4 i cry.
the “go to” girl
26 Mar 2010 Leave a Comment
Ive always been the “go-to” girl
(translation): the girl that everyone runs to for their problems..
but when everything’s fine..its like oh whateva
lol
why??
i have one friend that only talks to me when her other friends dont wanna have anything to do with her…well i have two friends like that
its like they get so intimidated by my friendly spirit..that they dont want me around anyone they hang with because i automatically make them my friend..
is that bad?
ugh and him
he just comes around when he is in trouble
he even admitted that he needed my help to change
but i feel so used..
like when everything is good i NEVER hear from him
but when his friend is gone…
im the “go-to” girl..
when can i be the “i wish” girl
as in i wish i could be with her
or i wish i could be her friend
i wish i havent hurt or ignored her just cuz my selfish ways..
im just physically and emotionally tired…
i wish i had someone who actually CARED for me instead of just be here cuz they know i will not judge them or try my best to take care of them…
idk…
