angel in disguise.
17 Nov 2009 Leave a Comment
in The past
i really wasnt that into you
but my friends saw things i couldnt see
i gave it a try
but you decieved me
you said you didnt want was so precious to me
and that you respected my dignity
then hours passed days followed
2 months past
birthday came
bought me shoes
i was happy
thought you was a keeper
great conversations
but i was a little suspect
never thought you was plannin this
Saturday night
i was alone
didnt want to be bothered
but you surprised me anyway
you walked in my room
and i seemed surprised
you talked to my momma that night
as soon as i hung up
i looked at you
you looked back
you wanted to ask me questions
that i didnt wanna hear
i already told you NO.
so i tuned you out
you got mad
i got madder
then
you kissed me
i kissed back
but
somethin wasnt right
your eyes were open
glaring at me
i tried to pull back
but you held on tighter
what the F*&k are you doin??
i screamed out loud
you put all of your weight on me and coverd my mouth
i started crying
swingin
god please help
why are you letting this happen?
i gave up
stopped fighting
you hit me
scratched my arm
then
left….
i sat there
scared-crying soo hard
what to do?
cant tell noone
they wouldnt believe me
i really liked you
but i knew you were up to somethin
the worse feeling ever…
is to be hurt by you.
im glad to say i forgived you
and that i moved on..
but that night will forever be planted in my mind..
& i know it will haunt you forever.
