this place.
26 Nov 2009 Leave a Comment
There is a place that is rather significant
but only god knows how magnificent
this place is to me
its the shape of red and forever flows like the sea
its the only place i wanna be
cuddled up so sweetly
in its arms
protects me from sure danger and harm
sometimes i feel bad but it woos me with charm
and
i
fall
so hard but
land so soft
one night this place
asked me how i feel
and i couldnt explain it
is it all so real?
that this place will captivate my ever attention
and hold my heart standstill with contention
but i wont mention
this beautiful place
because its a secret getaway without a trace
ill always will remember this place in my heart
because as soon as i landed it had me from the start
this place….
Heavy.
21 Nov 2009 Leave a Comment
i used to be called wonderwoman cuz thru it all i had the strength
but now i lay helpless in a battle that makes no sense
kept prayin and prayin what is it you need me to do?
then all this weight hit me and i think im thru
thru with worryin abt my mom and her not countin her blessings
instead she worried about things she cant control
got me stressin
maybe i should have just worked,
or
was worried about these boys
cuz man followin my dreams
is beyond null&void.
seems like my sis is on top of the world
livin the army wife life
while im here in college collectin all this strife
seems like i get attacked for the littlest things i do
and now im slippin,
fallin
this cant be true
as in this cant be
this isnt how my life
is supposed to be
have a more than supportive boyfriend
right beside me…
my head hurts
cant be alone
cuz i think about this same old song
when will all this weight be lifted
and i can smile
and go on…
_. heavy.
YOU.
17 Nov 2009 Leave a Comment
i think he is scared
scared to read you
he doesnt wanna find anything
that will crush his heart
sometimes he misreads what you initially stand for
and just automatically assume that your what your not
maybe thats his problems
but i just wish he could be more eager
to read my mind
but- he hides in his
not wanting to get to kno you..
how can i get him to read you?
without talkin about you myself?
hmmm….
