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The last letter.

13 Dec 2009 2 Comments

by Kari in Him.

Dear boy,

Wow, who woulda though we would see this day? that we both are goin our separate ways? somethin tells me this thing we have isnt over- but maybe its just my heart not willing to let you go- man after everything we been thru..we ended up here- this just is a lesson that nothing earthly is ever promised…and i dont blame you for nothing at all- we ended peacefully, and there are something that i dont understand..but ill just leave it be- and leave you be too..i have to get my life and my mind together…it hurts to not always have you around- and i honestly HATE bein your friend..but thats life…you live and you learn..one of my all time favorite quotes…i was truely trippin this week..but im not gonna even go there…just imaginin livin your life all alone, then BAM- meetin you, then spending so much time and memories..then within a blink of an eye…gone. just like that- i thought we would see forever together..but hey- im still happy for you. i dont think we will get back together any time soon (i cant take that right now) and im definitly not dating anyone else ( i REALLY cant take that) lol but i wish you the best…well this is the last letter about you- so…be happy, because you were apart of my world….im delighted to have shared apart of your past…

Farewell….

Girl.

where i wanna be..

10 Dec 2009 Leave a Comment

by Kari in Him.

i had a talk with him about life

life was causing our depart

after all the stuff weve been thru

i thought i wasnt gonna be happy that we are apart

but im very content with it

i realize we have separate lives

with sooo many dreams

and you will forever know…

that youll always be my baby…

Fire

07 Dec 2009 Leave a Comment

by Kari in Him.

This feeling is so good

to have you with me

its like we are blazing a million fires

all in just one kiss

your smile has me captivated

in a trance that will never end

and your eyes have me stuck

so i will never walk away

i guess the thing is will this end?

will is come a day that i wont love you

or when you walk past me i wont even care?

if that possible?

if it is, then i pray to God that it doesnt happen

cuz weve make it thru alot

believe it or not

and your still here

all these girls around here has their own sob story..

well i wanna be different

and inspire them that you can love someone who

has no kids

not in a gang

he wont cheat

call you beautiful- cuz thats what you are

he is a spitting image of an angel

with his own earthly flaws

i will try my best to be my all to him

and compromise even when things are at the worse..

weve been thru that

i thank God for us catching eyes

and i thank God for givin me grace to..

love

you

eternally.

flaws and all

2:46 am

25 Nov 2009 Leave a Comment

by Kari in Him.

we have the type of love

that everything is always funny

we talk all nite

txt our gooey feelings for another

and most of the time i cant stand you–

cuz your an asshole..

just like me

so we

physically fight&wrestle

and afterwards

stare

at each other…

steamy intimacy

sheets are always wet.

music is loud

but

im

louder

sometimes you are too

you know just how to touch me

and just wat to say

you send chills down my spine

we debate about EVERYTHING

from socks

to books

to our family..

people say we are a funny couple

but i think of it as silly

i always make you dance (like that time in the bathroom)

and you always try to get me to freestyle-> yea, right

whats so great is..

we have so many good memories…

that overshadow the tiny bad

and thats why

we

are

so tight

your my bestfriend.

Promise.

24 Nov 2009 Leave a Comment

by Kari in Him.

&when i told you my decision

your eyes got low

you looked outta the corner

and just stared at me

so

i began to feel sorrow

a feeling caused by you ive never felt before

i grabbed your arm and asked you how you felt

you just said things to make me feel better

but i kno youve never dealt

with real love leaving you

to pursue those dreams

but i have already found YOU

my dream

but that doesnt

mean

that love will put food on the table

and clothes on our back

so ill go do what i gotta do

to support you like that

so i took your hand with mine

and let you know that what we have

will last forever in time

anticipation is what i once will

know

because seeing those chestnutt brown eyes

once again

will come fast

never slow

i know youll wait for me

and ill do the same

and when we accomplish these things

you will be glad to

give

me

YOUR

last name….

i love u.

College love

17 Nov 2009 Leave a Comment

by Kari in Him.

puppy love

nah

its college love

where your grown

well almost

still have to be guided by parents

drunk parties

and those flying nights

tatoos

piercings

single friends

and people who test you

but we are still strong

fights out of control

both have tempers

both have to have the last word

but both compromise

love

yes..

future?

most certainly..

making our future in college to better ourselves

but

at the same time

making a future together

by

being here together

sick days?

cant wait til i can take care of you how i like..

but its college..

the fun days…

live and learn…

together.

imagine..

17 Nov 2009 Leave a Comment

by Kari in Him.

a big house

two cars

one man

family support

vacation spots

lust

anniversaries

sex

sickness

hospital visit

first child

oops- twins

- unexpected

but well prepared

this

is

how i

imagine us in 10 years

our love stronger than before..

been there- thru everything

im soo in love with you now-

i can

wait with you

be the strong woman to take care of you

raise your kids

and hold things down for you

be your wife, mistress, support system

when your

D O W N &  O U T

ill be there smiling

no second thoughts..

yep

without a doubt.

<3

the reciprocal of M.E.

16 Nov 2009 Leave a Comment

by Kari in Him.

How many times have we had to bicker

and watch our love lamp dim& flicker

and we relied on the promise to stay together

until that ticker, stops- freezing into time

then we reside into a vacation

from each other we undwind

but as soon as you leave my side

my heart starts to quake

maybe our love was never a mistake,

so i take that time alone to figure that out

why does God have me with you?

whats that about?

as the days pass and you- my heart is at lack

id rather have you always around to have that smile back

your warming presence is such a mystical

that your side not by mine

your my reciprocal

i cant be without you at all

because your dearing soul makes my heart fall

or float in such heavenly bliss

that arguments and misunderstandings will be short lived or missed

with you right here

we will get thru this….