Ugh.
09 Apr 2010 Leave a Comment
You disgust me
at how you try to look cool
but you dont
trust me
just cuz you trick out at school
i must have been one blind fool
to see you for what you really are
the loving person you pretended to be
im glad it didnt go far
cuz an epiphany i did see
i just want to curse out rage
because i cant understand why
every guy puts me in a mental cage
and wonders why i dont try
to pour out any emotion
i laugh at your innocent face
and crush you conniving hand
then off to the night without a trace
without leaving any notion
of ever comin back again
falling in love must be sin
because it hurts me over and over
real love just cant be true
its like finding a four leaf clover
i give up
so love shut up
and leave me alone
have fun without
im too grown
to be confused about the heart of another
id rather crush theirs so they can feel how i feel
pushing my love off a cliff
now tell me whats real?
Chasing Pavements
09 Apr 2010 Leave a Comment
in frightening.
Try to write a poem
having nothing to say
try to smile hard
when nothing is okay
i miss you like crazy
even for a week
but the hours alone
open minds cant speak
there are so many opportunities
but the job i want is you
separating my soul from the bondage we went thru
is that what i really wanna do?
mind goin up
heart crashes down
if technically was the talking word
i would be nowhere around
sick of being ride or die
with no more gas in the car
clyde never thought twice
and bonnie never went far
so now where do we stand “technically”?
so confused my mind ran from me
if you cant make up your mind about me and you
then i bow out of this race for time
to whisper
we are through…
