Right behind you!
25 Apr 2010 Leave a Comment
One day i was walkin
well walkin behind God
but i saw this party
and i felt so odd
somethin told me to step aside
and see what the party was like inside
and then i felt bad because He was waitin outside
so i prayed and got back behind Him
took all my pride
felt like i was walkin forever
i asked him to carry me on my back
ooo but i saw this boy
and it threw me way of track
i started smokin
drinkin
then i got to thinkin
that dang God is still outside
but intstead of following Him
i ran and hide
into the deepest darkest hole and closed my eyes shut
But He still was there and so behind him i strut
even tho all these things are distractin my heart
God never left me
the only one that was here from the start
thank you
Salute me.
19 Apr 2010 Leave a Comment
in bad girl
I feel like riding with the top back
feeling the wind on my skin
into the distance where everything’s real within
passing the stressful situations as i ride by
smoking the finest has me so fly
as in high as i speed outta control
you cant stop me
im alone cuz your getting old
as in doing what everyone else does
instead of being what you really are
if one doesnt out shine the rest
how can we all be a star
when there is no contest?
not sure what i want out of life
but imma make sure its right
not spending my hard earned life
competing with no names for the lime light
so go ahead have your 30 seconds of fame
cuz all they will remember in the end
is the girl that made herself a name
not the ones who are just there for the night
or when im not around
they can call you out of spite
but when im here
i shut it down
im the president of this nation
your just a sheriff in your small town.
Ugh.
09 Apr 2010 Leave a Comment
You disgust me
at how you try to look cool
but you dont
trust me
just cuz you trick out at school
i must have been one blind fool
to see you for what you really are
the loving person you pretended to be
im glad it didnt go far
cuz an epiphany i did see
i just want to curse out rage
because i cant understand why
every guy puts me in a mental cage
and wonders why i dont try
to pour out any emotion
i laugh at your innocent face
and crush you conniving hand
then off to the night without a trace
without leaving any notion
of ever comin back again
falling in love must be sin
because it hurts me over and over
real love just cant be true
its like finding a four leaf clover
i give up
so love shut up
and leave me alone
have fun without
im too grown
to be confused about the heart of another
id rather crush theirs so they can feel how i feel
pushing my love off a cliff
now tell me whats real?
Chasing Pavements
09 Apr 2010 Leave a Comment
in frightening.
Try to write a poem
having nothing to say
try to smile hard
when nothing is okay
i miss you like crazy
even for a week
but the hours alone
open minds cant speak
there are so many opportunities
but the job i want is you
separating my soul from the bondage we went thru
is that what i really wanna do?
mind goin up
heart crashes down
if technically was the talking word
i would be nowhere around
sick of being ride or die
with no more gas in the car
clyde never thought twice
and bonnie never went far
so now where do we stand “technically”?
so confused my mind ran from me
if you cant make up your mind about me and you
then i bow out of this race for time
to whisper
we are through…
Alone.
02 Apr 2010 Leave a Comment
in bad girl
I swear this is bittersweet
more like good poison
intoxication beat
fight, flight
out of here
so far gone
outta sight
greatness is a long way
but im on the path of doin right
but this takes alone time
alone is where i stand
so empty my shadows leave
no more right hand man
walkin spring forward
but feelin winter backwards
time struck
clock stands
collision truck
face in hands
when does it stop?
ill take your shine
rip it up
to all you so called dimes
your intimidated by pure silence
because i was on top all those times
that you thought you had
humble yet sweet
pure yet street
writin in my journal
rhyms in pen
mind on one beat
need to find an equal
someone who understands me
its hard to make a band
when your blind and music free
understand what im sayin
im sayin you could have had it all
but you let your mind control your heart
and alone i stand tall.