never had a chance to call you “daddy”
cuz you were never there
all the things ive took part of in the past
you still were never there
unless jazzy and i played against each other
then you would swear
that you came to see me
but you were all on Westover side
actin like i never was there
but i was
dropped 12 that game
i was in 3 musicals
15,000 basketball games
72 tournaments
1 national basketball aau championship
where YOU loved to coach
coached high school ball with my aau coach
and still never was there…
3 national band championships
umpteen millions of track meets
regionals
states 9th grade
and you never attended 1
im not a mommy’s girl
she did some things that hurt too
but she apologized
and you never came thru
madness all up and thru my heart
cuz my closest sister has always gained your heart
but me?
nah never
was not your little boy like you always wanted
you would just come only to tell me
im glad you arent prego or followin some boy
i would be like damn..
would that have got your attention?
im doin wayy better than you every imagined
so now you wanna be here?
maybe its just not my time to call you yet.
i cannot take that right now…
