One day.
20 May 2011 Leave a Comment
Oh how often does my lord test me
how often does my cries pour out to thee
how soon he took my child away from me
and he returned to heaven 5 months
from his mommy
You are not a God of confusion
praying and hoping that its a delusion
reading my bible like a magazine
Noticing that Abraham’s story
such a fiend
more like a savage
on this unfamiliar place
cant escape
by myself
needing you to carry me home
to my son
my only child
where the heavens tell the glory of you
not where the world tells the glory of cursing you
alone
mothers day
lost my baby
but heaven gained another angel
that he may be mighty and of you
so optimistic
one day
we will meet again.
Type F.
03 Jan 2011 Leave a Comment
Fallin
broken dreams
endless streams
of emotion and comfort
the same way i fell for you
as i knew you
i fell from you
crash landed and dummy tested
holding secrets congested
in my heart about
what he did and she did
but never what you did
always fell for the thrill seeker
but loved a calm one
hip hop’n
love droppin
atom bomb
from the Queen
the mother of princes and wife of kings
wrapped to a princess-
the rest were things
objects that were inevitable
compared to our longevity
twenty one raindrops
from the eyes of non stop
compatibleness
one-ness
calming nights before the storm
looking back to remember
how i fell for those lips in september
crushing on your style in november
and loving you for who you are in december
maybe you’d remember
how i fell for those dimples
sweet things
now you can raise my temper
from steaming nights
high way beams
i stared
sat there and wrote
murder she coped
laughed and you moped
careful im still falling
for your sense of truth
hate it but love it
fed up with my ways
tryna be Soujerner
leading a pack of lost ones
but your lost
we are.
i fell and lost my way
for a fairytail…
i fell.
for your type again.
Type F.
An act of kindness.
10 Oct 2010 Leave a Comment
in KIND KARI (:
How can one act of verb
have so many positions
the way you do it is superb
never thought of a transition
or another who does it like you do
quench my thirst
next mornin i feel brand new
smilin when they talk about it
so glad we be about it
wonder will you forget about it
and try another person about it
you tried others in the past
but it didnt last
they werent flexible
or made you pull fast
you had to learn to like it
but loved to learn it
with me
and act of kindness you say?
well ill be kind
if you return it everyday
(hahaha)
Racin’.
10 Oct 2010 Leave a Comment
in Fly away.
my hearts racin’
and i know why
i look around
no one near by
but your close
right in front of me doin the most
how could US in the past become a ghost
and the present is so perfect
makes my future in this worth it
glad i stayed in my room all those long nights in January
prayed and fasted in February
got fed up in March
but still didn’t start
to walk away until April
runnin’ away from a feeling that felt supernatural
Now here we are in October
couldn’t get no closer
your in front of me doin the most
make a humble soul wanna brag and boast
but as my heart continues to race
yours is right in front of it goin at the same pace.
Pro Luvaa
26 May 2010 Leave a Comment
in bad girl
Yess im back at it again
Join my team and you’ll win
Baby cuz im an allstar playa
Got more hoes than Flav of Flava
But i dont make em official
Talk back?
DISMISSAL.
as in Bye Bitch Bye
yea you can roll your eyes
this world is full of guys
wantin to be rescued from their borin girls
DRY
ill quinch your thirst
with only the drip of inside my thighs
but you can have it cuz its already sold
to the number one
so unfold
your arms baby
cuz your a winner
and tonight?
im having you for dinner…
Right behind you!
25 Apr 2010 Leave a Comment
One day i was walkin
well walkin behind God
but i saw this party
and i felt so odd
somethin told me to step aside
and see what the party was like inside
and then i felt bad because He was waitin outside
so i prayed and got back behind Him
took all my pride
felt like i was walkin forever
i asked him to carry me on my back
ooo but i saw this boy
and it threw me way of track
i started smokin
drinkin
then i got to thinkin
that dang God is still outside
but intstead of following Him
i ran and hide
into the deepest darkest hole and closed my eyes shut
But He still was there and so behind him i strut
even tho all these things are distractin my heart
God never left me
the only one that was here from the start
thank you
Salute me.
19 Apr 2010 Leave a Comment
in bad girl
I feel like riding with the top back
feeling the wind on my skin
into the distance where everything’s real within
passing the stressful situations as i ride by
smoking the finest has me so fly
as in high as i speed outta control
you cant stop me
im alone cuz your getting old
as in doing what everyone else does
instead of being what you really are
if one doesnt out shine the rest
how can we all be a star
when there is no contest?
not sure what i want out of life
but imma make sure its right
not spending my hard earned life
competing with no names for the lime light
so go ahead have your 30 seconds of fame
cuz all they will remember in the end
is the girl that made herself a name
not the ones who are just there for the night
or when im not around
they can call you out of spite
but when im here
i shut it down
im the president of this nation
your just a sheriff in your small town.
Ugh.
09 Apr 2010 Leave a Comment
You disgust me
at how you try to look cool
but you dont
trust me
just cuz you trick out at school
i must have been one blind fool
to see you for what you really are
the loving person you pretended to be
im glad it didnt go far
cuz an epiphany i did see
i just want to curse out rage
because i cant understand why
every guy puts me in a mental cage
and wonders why i dont try
to pour out any emotion
i laugh at your innocent face
and crush you conniving hand
then off to the night without a trace
without leaving any notion
of ever comin back again
falling in love must be sin
because it hurts me over and over
real love just cant be true
its like finding a four leaf clover
i give up
so love shut up
and leave me alone
have fun without
im too grown
to be confused about the heart of another
id rather crush theirs so they can feel how i feel
pushing my love off a cliff
now tell me whats real?
Chasing Pavements
09 Apr 2010 Leave a Comment
in frightening.
Try to write a poem
having nothing to say
try to smile hard
when nothing is okay
i miss you like crazy
even for a week
but the hours alone
open minds cant speak
there are so many opportunities
but the job i want is you
separating my soul from the bondage we went thru
is that what i really wanna do?
mind goin up
heart crashes down
if technically was the talking word
i would be nowhere around
sick of being ride or die
with no more gas in the car
clyde never thought twice
and bonnie never went far
so now where do we stand “technically”?
so confused my mind ran from me
if you cant make up your mind about me and you
then i bow out of this race for time
to whisper
we are through…